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The Earliest Diary of a Christian Woman

Perpetua of Carthage

A twenty-two-year-old Roman matron, a mother with an infant son, kept a diary in prison while awaiting execution. It survives. It is the earliest first-person narrative written by a Christian woman.

Her diary, her visions, and her martyrdom

Perpetua of Carthage is one of the most remarkable figures of the early church, and her story is one of the most unusual documents we possess. She was a twenty-two-year-old Roman matron, a mother with an infant son still nursing, well educated, from a family of some standing. She was arrested as a Christian in 203 AD, along with her slave Felicity and a small group of catechumens. While in prison, she kept a diary. The diary survives.

It is the earliest first-person narrative written by a Christian woman. It is also one of the earliest Christian prison diaries of any kind. It describes her father’s repeated attempts to persuade her to recant, her baptism in prison, her four visions, and her final refusal to sacrifice to the emperors. The narrative was later completed by an anonymous editor who recorded her death in the arena.

Who Was Perpetua?

Vibia Perpetua was born around 181 AD in Thuburbo Minus, a small town near Carthage, into a Roman family of some wealth and standing. She was well educated — her diary shows a command of Latin that suggests a literary education. She was married, though her husband is not mentioned in the narrative and may not have been a Christian. She had an infant son.

At the time of her arrest, she was a catechumen — someone preparing for baptism. The Passio records that she and her companions were baptized while in prison. Only after baptism did they face the trial that would condemn them.

The Arrest

Perpetua and her companions were arrested in Carthage around 203 AD, during a period of local persecution under the emperor Septimius Severus. The persecution was not empire-wide; it was directed primarily at converts to Christianity, especially those from respectable families.

The group included:

The Confessors

Vibia PerpetuaA young matron of good family, twenty-two years old, mother of an infant son.
FelicityPerpetua’s slave, and pregnant. She gave birth in prison, two days before the martyrdom.
RevocatusA slave, arrested with Felicity.
Saturninus and SecundulusTwo young men.
SaturusTheir catechist, who instructed them before their arrest. He voluntarily joined them in prison.

The Diary

Perpetua’s diary is embedded in the Passio Sanctarum Perpetuae et Felicitatis, a composite document. The editor who assembled it wrote a prologue and epilogue, and inserted Perpetua’s own account (sections 3–10) and the diary of Saturus (sections 11–13).

The diary describes the events in the days leading up to her death. It is written in the first person, in a plain but forceful Latin, and it is the earliest document we have from a Christian woman describing her own experience.

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Perpetua’s refusal

“My father, in his affection for me, was trying to turn me from my purpose, and to weaken my faith. ‘Father,’ I said, ‘do you see this vessel — waterpot or whatever it may be? Can it be called by any other name than what it is?’ And he said, ‘No.’ ‘So also I cannot call myself anything else than what I am, a Christian.’ Then my father, provoked by the word ‘Christian,’ threw himself upon me as though he would pluck out my eyes.”

Passio Perpetuae 3

The scene is one of the most vivid in early Christian literature. A father, frantic with grief and shame, throws himself at his daughter. A young woman, still nursing her child, refuses to lie. The diary does not soften the cost. It records her father’s repeated pleas, his tears, his prostration at her feet. It records her own sorrow. And it records her refusal.

The Four Visions

Perpetua records four visions while in prison. They are among the most remarkable documents of early Christian experience.

The Four Visions

The bronze ladderA ladder of bronze reaching to heaven, hung with swords and hooks and spears, guarded at its base by a dragon. Perpetua climbs it, stepping on the dragon’s head, and reaches a garden where a shepherd gives her milk. The vision is a vision of martyrdom as the ascent to heaven.
DinocratesHer younger brother, who died of cancer at age seven. She sees him in a dark place, thirsty, unable to reach a pool of water. She prays for him, and in a later vision sees him healed, drinking, and at peace. The vision was important in the later development of the doctrine of purgatory.
The EgyptianShe sees herself in the arena, transformed into a man, wrestling an Egyptian. She wins the contest and receives a crown. The Egyptian is identified as the devil. The vision prepares her for the actual martyrdom.
The garden of lightShe sees a garden of light, and four angels, and the martyrs. Saturus has his own vision of the same place.
You Are There

It is the night before the games. The prison is dark. Perpetua is writing by whatever light she has. She has just seen herself in a vision — not a victim, but a wrestler. Not a woman in the crowd, but an athlete in the arena. She is fighting an Egyptian, and she is winning.

She does not know if she will be torn by beasts. She does not know if she will die well. But in the vision, she has already seen the crown.

The Martyrdom

Perpetua and her companions were condemned to the beasts, to be executed during the games held for the birthday of Geta, the son of the emperor Septimius Severus. The date was March 7, 203 AD.

On the day of the games, the martyrs were led into the amphitheater at Carthage. The editor of the Passio describes the scene. Perpetua and Felicity were stripped and put into nets, then brought out to face a heifer. The crowd was horrified to see two young women, one of them still dripping milk from her breasts, brought into the arena. They were tossed by the heifer and then dispatched with the sword.

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The death of Perpetua

“The day of their victory dawned, and they marched from the prison to the amphitheatre joyfully, as though they were going to heaven, with calm faces, trembling, if at all, with joy rather than fear. Perpetua went along with shining countenance and calm step, as the beloved of God, as a wife of Christ, putting down everyone’s stare by her own intense gaze. … And when the crowd demanded that the women be brought out again, they rose up, and when the crowd asked them to look at the heifer, they refused. … And so the women, having been tossed by the heifer, were brought to the sword, and Perpetua, who had already tasted the sword, guided the hand of the novice gladiator to her own throat.”

Passio Perpetuae 18–21

Perpetua was twenty-two years old. She left behind an infant son, who was raised by her family. Her martyrdom, and the diary that recorded it, became one of the most widely read documents of the early church. Augustine had to warn his congregation against treating the Passio as Scripture, because they were reading it in church.

Why Perpetua Matters

Perpetua’s diary is one of the earliest documents of Christian experience written by a woman. It is the earliest surviving first-person narrative by a Christian woman of any kind. It records not abstract theology but the concrete experience of a young mother facing death, torn between love for her family and fidelity to her faith.

She is also a witness to the transformation that the resurrection made possible. She was not a theologian, not an apostle, not a bishop. She was a young woman who had been taught the faith, who had been baptized in prison, and who refused to deny what she had been taught. Her courage was not the courage of a soldier. It was the courage of a mother who had already seen the crown.

See the Women page for the broader treatment of women in the early church, and the Martyrs page for the primary sources on Stephen, James, Ignatius, and Polycarp.

Sources & Reports

Every factual claim on this page is traced to a source below.

  1. Passio Sanctarum Perpetuae et Felicitatis, ed. van Beek (1936). The standard critical edition of the Latin and Greek texts.
  2. Thomas J. Heffernan, The Passion of Perpetua and Felicity (Oxford, 2012). Text, translation, and commentary.
  3. Joyce E. Salisbury, Perpetua’s Passion: The Death and Memory of a Young Roman Woman (Routledge, 1997).
  4. Barbara K. Gold, Perpetua: Athlete of God (Oxford, 2018).
  5. Augustine, Sermons 280–282, on the Passio and its use in the churches.
  6. On the date, March 7, 203 AD, see the discussion in Heffernan (2012).